I Held On Too Long

  • By Sis. Betty Edmonds, ARChiver of ARC Ministries Inc
  • 02 Nov, 2023

Speaker: Bishop Dr. Robert A. Merriwether, Sr.
Reference Text: Luke 24:39

“It is the Spirit who gives life; the flesh is no help at all. The words that I have spoken to you are spirit and life.” St. John 6:63. That scripture, indeed, coincided with the above-stated sermon and was an admonishment for us all to take heed!

It was centered on one “grasping at straws” (making an attempt of saving him/herself)! This metaphoric expression alludes to a drowning person trying to save himself by grabbing at flimsy reeds!

The above text depicts the story of two disciples on the road to Emmaus! Moreover, it reveals not only something about who we are, but how Jesus opens our eyes to see Him for who He is and about how we can come to know Him! It is also used to perceive Christian spiritual growth and helping others!

Parable: There is a time that milk can last only so long! It doesn’t matter how much you love cereal, that beverage (once past its expiration date) is no use! Peter said: “Like newborn babes, long for the pure milk of the Word that by it you may grow in respect to salvation.”  

There may be times that you are hurt, offended, broken, scarred, wounded & betrayed! Pastor gave a great demonstration of a “cloth being cut into pieces!” A person may have “ripped” you into threads! Often times, most people don’t let it happen or do nothing!

Why hold on to something that is poisonous, injurious or toxic? Ahh-h! What spirit are you in alliance with? The important thing is that God will intervene when faced with the wrong response, attitude or heart!  

When typing, the “auto” key allows us to make corrections! God is letting us know that something is wrong and that we are reciprocating with a bad attitude and heart—indicating that you do not want to change! Metaphor: Naturally speaking, a Waiver Form is not in bold print but fine print and needs interpretation. The Holy Spirit serves as an interpreter between believers and God. He is fluent in both languages and knows how to bridge communication!

One may not know what you’re saying/feeling but God is conscious and understands! You may say that you have a right to hold on to it (like being abandoned by father...betrayed by mother)! Holding grudges in your heart is not the right choice! What you can obtain from Him are faith, strength, love, etc. Don’t be dogmatic about what has occurred!

When maintaining negativity, you are missing out what God has for you! People that are angry,

bitter or outraged have a collection of spirits that are unsearchable! When you pursue another spirit, those initial spirits are also exploring! Somebody is holding enmity! Let it go...let it go!  

Go to the altar and lay it down and keep it there! If you refuse to let that thing go, it’s will be to your disadvantage and “eat you up!” Because of God’s mercies, He has something more favorable! Don’t enjoy holding on to your feeling nor hide your torment!  

Even at the cross, there is more—more! With the Word, do not put your “fingers in your ears.” Don’t suffer from the pressures others enjoy doing! Instead, look unto El Shaddai!

Do you not realize that a pipe that never gets release will burst? You are a pipe waiting to burst because of your being bottled up with anxiety! You’re more at risk, when you yield to the adversary! Regardless, get up, shake yourself and be motivated—again, trusting our Redeemer!  

Because I move from “here to there,” I think that all is well! Don’t fool yourself or ever mistake “motion for movement!” Don’t ever twist growth for immaturity! No matter how old you are, develop in the Lord! If you’re 80 years old, you’re still spiritually immature if transgressing! Your rocking “ain’t” went no where...Repeat: Grow up in God!

The farther you are from a particular location, you will lose your signal—e.g., with your cell phone, there is no coverage! The wires go down lower and lower and you don’t get no more “mayday” or alarm!

However, there is a place where the Rescuer can assist you! The Savior can give us the incentive to remove your obstacles! Hence, the bar is raised to free you!

“Search me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts and see if there be any wicked way in me and lead me in the way everlasting.” Psalm 139:23-24. If You find anything that shouldn’t be, take it out and strengthen me for I want to be right...I want to be saved...I want to be whole!

When flying, you have two options: 1) Use your lotion (or whatever) “now” or 2) “throw it away!” I have a plane to catch and some place to go! I will let nothing set me back—no matter how expensive said items may be!   Also, when traveling, one must have the right size and contents in order to board your airliner! Rerun: Forgive and move on! Animosity, fear, hate, revenge must cease—NOW!  

Another Scenario: You paid for your hotel, resort and rental car and you’re going to let all of that go to waste—all because of a disagreement you may have had with individual! Admit your error and continue in motion and be that grown man/woman!  

Unquestionably, unsterile thinking, text messages and thought process can define you! Remember, do not exchange “this for that” — It’s not worth it...Drop it! When at a restaurant, there may be times that the whole menu change (less choices)! Our problems can be minimized or eliminated when we cling to the Problem Solver!  

“Shall we continue in sin, that grace may abound?  God forbid! How shall we that are dead to sin, live any longer therein?” Romans 6:1-2.   His grace will definitely cover your demeanor and pettiness! The more you embrace iniquity, you’re denying your blessing! Granted, you need the Deliverer!

Analogy: You can’t “tickle” yourself...you can’t even heal yourself; that’s why you’re paying for not surrendering to our Maker!  

We should be submissive and ask God to release pride and flesh! Relationships don’t break people but folk do! The problem is not being honest with oneself! The states are getting higher from maintaining a grasp on something that’s difficult!

“I know thy works that thou art neither cold nor hot. I would thou wert cold or hot. So because thou are lukewarm and neither hot nor cold, I will spew thee out of My mouth.” Revelations 3:15-16.

It’s a blessing to have someone who is not in your situation to help you get out of your dilemma! God is giving you opportunities, and you need a hand outside of yourself!

Someone is resisting but the states continue to get higher and it doesn’t matter how long the outcome has been! But, bow your body, mind and soul to the Omnipotent One! Get rid of that ego, intensity, et al so that you won’t lose access to God!

When my days are over, my key to doors (or success) mean nothing! Your past is not holding you but you are holding on to your past! Don’t shelter wealth, power nor trespasses!   You owe your destiny or purpose and future an apology! You won...you passed over that argument! As stated, you are exposed to danger and need liberation!  

Don’t reset your life...How many times do you want to do that! If so, you’re wasting good time and years...Start over! God is calling...all the Spirit needs is a body! I got to let it go..it’s not worth my aspirations! Your voice is not worth your purpose! It’s going to cost you if you walk out on God! You’ve crossed the “separating line” so no turning back...no turning back!

Truly, the Word of God definitely occupies our leader’s memory, rule his heart and guide his feet! He reads it slowly, frequently and prayerfully—asking God to make him understand the ways of His precepts that he may talk of His wondrous works!

Likewise, 1st Lady, Shania Merriwether (FLOTA), we honor her as well for her ministerial works are characterized by love, wisdom and quality!

"As always, I appreciate Sis. Jackie George for recording the notes for this date (October 29th)! Certainly, her skills are done in a timely & sufficient way!"

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